Calls

Received two calls just now, one from mum, another from my uncle.
They ask me don't go to lowyat that area, it's dangerous.
Family are the one who always care about us.

Family is the BEST.
13/7/2015

You, inside the DREAM

It's been a long time I didn't log in to here, my blog!
Just saw my friend updated her blog two months ago. 
Here used to be the place I share most of my secrets and thoughts.
Now, I am BACK! 
I am doing well in these 2 years, still in a relationship with Nicholas.
Working as Finance cum Account executive in Kepong, KL.
But the reason I am here is not to share how my life was changed during these 2 years.
I came here because I dreamt of a person thrice recently.
We are close in the dream and talk a lots about our life which I think wouldn't happened in real life.
You are not the same, in my dream.
Anyway, hope you're doing good.

I will be back! 
12/7/2015

Fuck you 99

白羊座的坏处就是一定要把事情弄清楚
会想尽办法，放下原则直到得到答案为止
Fuck you girl (i will not mention your name here)
I really don't know what had I done until you block me and all the other things you had done (including influence my friend).
Am I too stupid or you are just too good in acting?
I know there must be something behind which I didn't know.
If let me find out who is the one that create this trouble to me, then you better be careful.
Sometimes I just have no idea why such PPL will exist in this world.
FUCK OFF and get out of my life.
That's all.

Hello =)

Hello everyone, I am here again.
Hmm, actually I got nothing to write but I feel like wanna writing something, isn't it so confuse?
Here I wanna say is, I try to not care anymore and return to the old me, which is not so close with anyone but not too far from everyone, get what I mean?
Hmm, try not to think too much and staying in my own world.
Try to think deeply, I got no close friends in Uni life compare to my Secondary school and A-level collage life, so I think the closest friends of mine are those from Secondary school no doubt.
Just like one of my close friends' sister said that even though we are far apart studying our degree in different places, but once we meet up, we got so many thing to talk about just like the endless night.
I like those feeling and I am able to find back those feeling everytime I meet with them, and yeah you guys are so much important to me now.
Hope our friendship never ends, cheers~
That's all for today, a little bit emo but when I think of you guys, it really comfort my heart.

I cried

I cried when i was laying on my bed with the darkest night. Yes, i still cant understand why? I guess i didnt think too much or too sensitive. Last time we used to be 3 ppl and always hang out and share our secrets. But dont know since when, you guys go out without letting me know or without asking me to join. Until today i cant stand it anymore, but your reply is i am too sensitive. Hello, i am consider an adult not a child anymore, i know this is not the truth. I did asked you guys what i had done until you guys treat me not same like last time. But i cant get a proper answer from you guys. Haiz.. This feeling really killing me. Sometimes a friend can hurt you more than your bf did. What i can do to make things right? I really dont know. I need a listener now, seriously.

What is the meaning of 'FRIEND'?

Again, I am facing friendship problem recently.
The worst thing is I didn't know what I had done to cause them become a different person.
Time will change, so do people. Especially those people around us.
Good Night and say Hello to 2012-12-21.