Hello =)

Hello everyone, I am here again.
Hmm, actually I got nothing to write but I feel like wanna writing something, isn't it so confuse?
Here I wanna say is, I try to not care anymore and return to the old me, which is not so close with anyone but not too far from everyone, get what I mean?
Hmm, try not to think too much and staying in my own world.
Try to think deeply, I got no close friends in Uni life compare to my Secondary school and A-level collage life, so I think the closest friends of mine are those from Secondary school no doubt.
Just like one of my close friends' sister said that even though we are far apart studying our degree in different places, but once we meet up, we got so many thing to talk about just like the endless night.
I like those feeling and I am able to find back those feeling everytime I meet with them, and yeah you guys are so much important to me now.
Hope our friendship never ends, cheers~
That's all for today, a little bit emo but when I think of you guys, it really comfort my heart.

I cried

I cried when i was laying on my bed with the darkest night. Yes, i still cant understand why? I guess i didnt think too much or too sensitive. Last time we used to be 3 ppl and always hang out and share our secrets. But dont know since when, you guys go out without letting me know or without asking me to join. Until today i cant stand it anymore, but your reply is i am too sensitive. Hello, i am consider an adult not a child anymore, i know this is not the truth. I did asked you guys what i had done until you guys treat me not same like last time. But i cant get a proper answer from you guys. Haiz.. This feeling really killing me. Sometimes a friend can hurt you more than your bf did. What i can do to make things right? I really dont know. I need a listener now, seriously.

What is the meaning of 'FRIEND'?

Again, I am facing friendship problem recently.
The worst thing is I didn't know what I had done to cause them become a different person.
Time will change, so do people. Especially those people around us.
Good Night and say Hello to 2012-12-21.

两天

倒数两天，我就会知道
一直以来的秘密
其实自己已经心里有数
如果是你
你敢一个人面对吗？

怕

我很怕

Someone Special

Last time, I always ask myself a question: "why I am me, why I can't be anybody else but me, myself?"
I have tried to ask the people around me and hope to get an appropriate answer, unfortunately, no one can answer me the answer that I want.

Then, I try to ask God, I said: "I really hope to know the answer and can you please tell me in my dream?"
Until now, I never dreamt of the answer, but God choose a different way to let me know the answer.
That is, He has sent someone special to reply my question.
Finally today I able to know the answer, which is: "Everybody is the same, everyone is human, the only different is all of us are using a NAME to describe ourselves. I am me, not because I'm Leng Huan Ran, is because I choose to be me, I have my own styles, personality and characteristics which are not same with the other person."

Hmm, I think this is the most suitable answer for the question. Thanks. =)