I cried

I cried when i was laying on my bed with the darkest night. Yes, i still cant understand why? I guess i didnt think too much or too sensitive. Last time we used to be 3 ppl and always hang out and share our secrets. But dont know since when, you guys go out without letting me know or without asking me to join. Until today i cant stand it anymore, but your reply is i am too sensitive. Hello, i am consider an adult not a child anymore, i know this is not the truth. I did asked you guys what i had done until you guys treat me not same like last time. But i cant get a proper answer from you guys. Haiz.. This feeling really killing me. Sometimes a friend can hurt you more than your bf did. What i can do to make things right? I really dont know. I need a listener now, seriously.

What is the meaning of 'FRIEND'?

Again, I am facing friendship problem recently.
The worst thing is I didn't know what I had done to cause them become a different person.
Time will change, so do people. Especially those people around us.
Good Night and say Hello to 2012-12-21.

两天

倒数两天，我就会知道
一直以来的秘密
其实自己已经心里有数
如果是你
你敢一个人面对吗？

怕

我很怕

Someone Special

Last time, I always ask myself a question: "why I am me, why I can't be anybody else but me, myself?"
I have tried to ask the people around me and hope to get an appropriate answer, unfortunately, no one can answer me the answer that I want.

Then, I try to ask God, I said: "I really hope to know the answer and can you please tell me in my dream?"
Until now, I never dreamt of the answer, but God choose a different way to let me know the answer.
That is, He has sent someone special to reply my question.
Finally today I able to know the answer, which is: "Everybody is the same, everyone is human, the only different is all of us are using a NAME to describe ourselves. I am me, not because I'm Leng Huan Ran, is because I choose to be me, I have my own styles, personality and characteristics which are not same with the other person."

Hmm, I think this is the most suitable answer for the question. Thanks. =)

更新

你有没有过这种感觉？
就是读书读到很想哭~
不是因为没有时间读完，而是...
你以为你懂，其实你不懂...
其实有些事，不是说你努力了，或者尽力了，就可以‘算了’~

Not Perfect

My lecturer told me, nothing is perfect...
So as our study, it is not perfect as well...
Is it ok to get a 'not perfect' result?

Recently, I feel that the more you give is not equal to what you receive...

Sometimes, we must prepare for the unexpected...

=..=

自己是谁？

告诉自己，你不可以有这样的想法..
这是什么心态？我自己也不懂...

为什么会这样？

开始觉得越来越不懂自己...

你有试过这种感觉吗？

我是不是... 傻了？

我。怕输

认了吧...
我是个怕输的人...
我会努力地去改变...
请给我一点时间...

爱

愛可以簡簡單單。
但不以隨隨便便。

你才是傻婆

前几天，看到朋友的部落格写着：
我现在真的很想当个小孩跑回家抱着妈妈大哭一场！
昨晚的我，发了一封信息给她，说：
现在的我，也很想回家。
她回我：
晚安傻婆，很快就可以回家了。
看了他的信息后，眼泪就掉下来了...

今天她还跑去跟我剪一样的发型...
然后说给我一个surprise...
谢谢你，我笑了...

给：看我部落格的人

请看了我更新的部落格后，
不要直接打给我，或者当面问我...
因为有些事，我不想讲，才会写在部落格里...

重要

该写些什么？
该从哪里开始写起？
你们，又遇到过这样的状况吗？

对于每个人，都有自己认为重要的东西...
有些一样，有些不一样...
有些，却被忽略了...

而我，是被忽略的那个吗？
=..=

Be the Girl

I've always wanted one of those Valentine's Days where somebody give you a bouquet of roses, a giant teddy bear, and chocolate. Then takes you out for the night with all of your presents and makes all the other girls envy you. Instead of being the envying girl who walks around alone wishing she was that special girl.

If only you can make it...

有时候*

有时候，面对身边的人，突然说不出话。
有时候，一直坚持的东西，一夜间面目全非。
有时候，想放纵自己，痛痛快快歇斯底里发一次疯。
有时候，觉得自己拥有整个世界，一瞬间又觉得一无所有。
有时候，梦想很多，却力不从心。
有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大，却看不到自己的未来。

有时候，突然觉得好累……

=)

很不明白的我

我不明白，为什么世界上会有这样的人？
这个人，可以为了利益而放弃朋友...
利益真的那么重要吗？
还是在你心中朋友不算什么...
当你需要他们时，你就会找他们...
当你不需要时，你就不理他们...
这样的对待，公平吗？
幸好我不是他们...

另一个不明白...

我不明白，为什么你会做出这样的举动？
你，又让我失望了...

我大二了咯...

一个月的假期，就这样结束了...
在这一个月里，我肥了3kg... XD

原因呢.. 就是：
1.爸爸每天带我去吃干捞面 (还是LD的干捞面最好吃)
2.妈妈每晚煲的好料汤 (够味到... 不得了)
目前是44kg... 还要继续向前冲... (目标是47kg, 哈哈... 你输定了! =P)
忘记了，有多久没被爸爸抱了...
那天在机场，被爸爸深情地抱住...
感觉好幸福噢... (难怪他们说爸爸是上一世的情人)

假期完了，是时候fan lei loooooooo... (choi! choi! choi! TOUCH WOOD)
我是说读书啦... 哈哈...
加油吧...
大学的第2年，就是这样的开始...
=)

Important

Make sure the important people in your life know they are important.

=)